Konstant Be

TITLE - ENCINITAS SUNSET MEDIUM - Photograph SUGGESTED PRICE - $100 for 16" X 20" Canvas Print DESCRIPTION -A picture I took with my cellphone on an Encinitas cliff one afternoon. The horizon was incredibly foggy and gave the sunset a haze. I was snapping pictures from different views when I noticed a plane about to cross the sky. Using a cellphone, I knew I had to wait for the right moment because it would take several seconds before it was ready for another shot. So, I waited patiently for the plane to trail across the horizon, snapped the pic, and this is what came out. :)

It's almost the new year which means the Day is quickly approaching once again...

And my heart weighs heavy still.

I once asked someone if I was a fine artist. I've since realized that it was one of the dumbest questions I've ever asked.

 In less than a week, I will be presenting and hosting, for the first time, my very own art and performance show called 11.11.11 Wish. It's going to be an unforgettable night, to say the least. www.111111wish.com <|3

TITLE - Hands In Time MEDIUM - Sharpie DESCRIPTION - And so it goes... Print Size 4" X 6" $4.00 8.5" X 11" $10.00 <|3

TITLE - Live Painting VIII MEDIUM - Acrylic on Wood DIMENSIONS - 20.75" x 24.75" SUGGESTED PRICE - $45 DESCRIPTION - This is a live painting I did at a local art bazar in North Park. I love painting these black birds, so soothing...

TITLE - Sprite IV MEDIUM -Mixed on Canvas DIMENSIONS - 9.5" x 15" SUGGESTED PRICE - $15 DESCRIPTION - A small sprite piece with a woman hidden in the color and mist... <|3

TITLE - Reflective Soul MEDIUM - Glass & Acrylic on Skateboard DIMENSIONS - 7.75" x 30.75" SUGGESTED PRICE - 95.00 DESCRIPTION - This piece is what happens when a full length mirror meets a used skateboard. Another heart of glass mirror piece. It was interesting working with the curves of the skateboard with the flat glass. I'm happy with this one because you still get a solid distorted reflection... <|3

TITLE - Mixed Tapes MEDIUM - Mixed Media DIMENSIONS - 16" x 20" SUGGESTED PRICE - $70 DESCRIPTION - I found some old cassette tapes and decided to do some cool things with 'em. Oh how I remember mixtapes... <|3

Even drops of water can become oceans, if given the time.

mirror mirror you’ve been playing tricks on me trying to convince me that the body that stands before you is mine that i’m supposed to have so much testosterone in these veins that my hips are meant to be square instead of round that i’m meant to have pecs instead of breasts fooling me into believing that i am not the woman i feel inside mirror mirror tell me how this fairytale went wrong how i could play with barbies only to grow up to be ken stealing my big sisters clothes scarred by a childhood of Disney movies watching mermaids granted human legs mice magicked into men only to learn that little boys don’t wake up as little girls no matter how much they pray or wish upon twinkling stars where did my magic go? my big tall wish? my pixie dust? i don’t want to fly i just want to be who I feel inside but my glass slippers have turned to cement this 6’2” frame like a prison; a tower of flesh that my hair will never grow long enough to escape mirror, mirror you’ve been s...

...and we wonder why. We take for granted that everyone falls in love when some of us just mistake having our egos shattered for broken hearts.

...because the souls that hide behind smiles can be just as shattered as those that lay behind a frown or quivering lip...

A car bumper is surprisingly lighter than I expected. Hm.

Love. Smoke. Survive.

Its developing...so interesting...who's next?

I want us to be miserable. I mean real fucking miserable. I want people to wonder why we even get up in the morning. To wonder how we even eek out an existence together. I want us to do the most back breaking things to keep a roof over our heads. I hope we have to shake fire and brimstone from our shoulder blades each night. Our fingertips, I want the stench of cigarettes to be seared into them and alcohol sewn into our breath. I hope we sleep in a bed of ashtrays, unpaid bills, and notebook paper, cover ourselves in half painted canvases, lay our heads on piles of the things we never say, and dream in colors our minds are too terrified to comprehend. I hope we over sleep every night. I want our nerves to be raw at every moment. I hope our every days are exhausting. I hope our days are shitty. I hope our days are scary. I hope our days become as monstrous as they'll say we are. I hope they can't stand to be around us. I want people to hate how we dress. I want them...

"We started off fighting and we're going to end off fighting but how we fight IS the fight. That's the way it goes. If I'm going to die for something, I'm going to die for something that's worth it."

The first time i get to work with a munny n i get three for free! The one with glasses is a commish and other two for my own lil art hands to do whatever i please :)