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"The big question people ask isn't 'What's the nature of existence?' " the mouth says. "The big question people ask is 'What's that from?' " - Survivor, pg. 110 Ch. 22

People can't conceive of a virtue in someone else that they conceive in themselves. Instead of believing you're stronger, it's so much easier to imagine you're weaker. You're addicted to self-abuse. You're a liar. People are always ready to believe the opposite of what you tell them. - Survivor, pg. 94
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